HAVILAH, Calif. — It’s hard to put in words the mix of fear and dread Daniel Gonzales felt as a wind-whipped fire roared into his yard last month in this remote mountain town in eastern Kern County. He managed to get himself and two cats out before the flames overtook his house. But a third cat, Fat Ass, ran out the door before Gonzales could secure him in a crate.
Last week, Gonzales was back at his home of 36 years, overwhelmed by the loss. He pointed out the charred cars he had been fixing up to sell. Metal skeletons of Harley-Davidsons melted into the ground. His home, with its stamp and coin collections, disintegrated.
“I want my house back. I want my cats back,” said Gonzales, 64. “Everything I had burned up. Everything I had to make money, gone.”
And just then, one precious piece of home came trotting through the ashes.
“Look who heard your voice,” called Gonzales’ neighbor, Justice Daniels.
“Oh!” Gonzales turned and exclaimed. “Is that Fat Ass? Hi, Fat Ass!”
Nearly three weeks after the blaze, it was a sliver of silver lining for Gonzales, who like most of Havilah’s 150 residents is trying to plot a path forward after the Borel fire burned the historic mining town to its foundations.