On his 330th day in the hospital, Charlie Edgmon repeats a well-worn refrain to his mother Carmin. I just want to go home.
“We hear you, babe,” she replies. She wants him home, too.
Charlie, 18, is dressed in a rust-red scrub shirt identical to the one he wore when he was admitted to Seattle Children’s in June 2021. He struggles to recall what hobbies he enjoyed before he arrived here. To perceive time, he keeps a calendar that reminds him of meetings with his therapist or calls with his mom. But every moment is infinite when they’re all the same.
“It just is forever to him,” Carmin says.
Institutionalizing Charlie was never Carmin Edgmon’s plan. But for years, she and her son have been locked in a cruel and dangerous cycle. Violent outbursts at home — Charlie once smashed out windows in the family home, and he regularly threatens to kill people and himself — usually lead to a visit by police, to the ER, or to juvenile detention. Charlie is always sent back to his home in Covington, without any new help to change the pattern.
When Charlie threatened to hit Carmin with a rock last summer, she reached a breaking point. Charlie couldn’t come home, she decided, until there was a plan to keep their family safe. He’s lived inside a locked stabilization unit at Seattle Children’s ever since.