Life on the wait list: fear and hope
Texas native Irma Villarreal, 56, declares herself "a survivor" with a smile.
She has survived domestic violence that left her with a broken hip, jaw and collarbone. She has moved back and forth across the country in search of work and to gain legal custody of her 11-year-old granddaughter, Leila.
Villarreal has lived in druggy, dead-end neighborhoods and in a van parked in a Portland parking lot, which was "terrifying," she said. And she has put her bilingualism to work for students as a staffer at Jason Lee Middle School -- until fibromyalgia and other health problems kept her from working.
These days, she's keeping her body fit by constantly walking her neighborhood with a cane.
This survivor refuses to end up in a wheelchair, she said.
But her proud smile shrinks, and tears start forming in the corners of her eyes, as she considers her cash flow.
"I don't want to end up homeless again. I will not let my granddaughter be homeless," Villarreal vowed from the cramped yet costly comfort of the two-bedroom unit in Hazel Dell's Maple Knoll Apartments that she shares with her fiance and her granddaughter, who loves to dance, sing and write original poetry on her Smith-Corona typewriter.
Leila is "a survivor too," Villarreal said.
Villarreal used to have a housing subsidy, but it hit its two-year time limit. She's back on the waiting list now, she said, but the rent at Maple Knoll is due to rise soon, and she's not sure what happens next.
She's already paying full price for her apartment, $635 a month, and can barely afford that on her income of Social Security Disability payments, she said. Her fiance, Dmitri, has seasonal work operating a forklift but ultimately may be forced to join his brother in South Carolina, selling produce in a 24-hour outdoor market. It's hard work for low pay, she said, but it's something.
Villarreal has been through the full assessment at the Housing Solutions Center, where she learned that she'd qualify for help via several different programs -- if there was any actual help to be had.
For the time being, she's taking a little comfort in knowing that the housing center's staff has its eye on her and her situation.
If she does wind up homeless, she said, she believes the organization will scramble to help. "If we lose this, they'll be there for us. I know they will," she said.
-- Scott Hewitt