After a brief chuckle, Barron composed himself and continued:
“I’m at peace, and I’m overwhelmed by the good will that the entire organization has given me. I got all these cards and wonderful meals and words of good will. I had no idea, I truly had no idea how people felt about me, about my management style, about our accomplishments in the almost 15 years that I’ve been here. I knew intuitively that I was educated to do exactly what I was doing, and that my experience that I brought with me here would serve me well. And I know intuitively that we’ve done a good job in doing the things the commissioners wanted done over the years, but I had no idea of the depth of the feelings toward me. And I’m totally blown away by that. And totally satisfied. It’s quite a feeling of satisfaction and accomplishment that what I was taught, and what I did, and how I formed my professional ethics means something to somebody besides myself.”
So are you really ready to retire?
I think physically and psychologically, this is enough. My wife, and her life plan, and my life plan, our life plan has kind of been boxed out. We went to France two summers ago and we decided then that this is really what we want to do. Travel, go see people we know in different places, and be together. And I realized it would be 40 years (of working). I mean, how long does one work? When can one say, “it is a career”? I have done as much, if not more, than many others in my field. I feel very satisfied where I am in my career, and with what I’ve accomplished. Forty years is a long time, and I’ll be 70 next year, and I just can’t work 12 or 14 hours a day anymore. That’s what I did. That’s the norm. The other thing is when you don’t live with your wife, you tend to work more. (Barron’s wife, Jan, lives in Boise). I mean what do I have to go home to? An empty house. I just simply can’t do that anymore. I’m satisfied. I’m at peace. I’ve made the right decision. My wife and I have made the right decision. It’s time for me to retire.
But you still seem to have mixed emotions on this, yeah?
Yeah, but it’s not a regret. It’s a feeling of could I have done more for the people that are left in the organization. And the answer to that is I think I’ve done the best I can. But you always feel bad just because you’re leaving a place, a person, a group of people and you say ‘I’m going to miss you’ but I think now it’s a little more because it’s so final. And in my case it’s final and I’m moving away.
You’re kind of in a position here where sticking around would kind of make you a spectre for the next administrator, aren’t you?